To Light a Fire
Frank never thought he would find love…until he met his friend’s servant.
It’s 1922 and Frank Harris has finished his exams at Cambridge. He had planned on going home to his parents’ Midlands shop until his friend Charlie Fitzwilliam issues a surprise invitation to stay at his family’s stately home.
Frank has nursed a secret attraction to Charlie since their first meeting and can’t resist a chance to spend time with him, but once there, it’s Tanner, a manservant, with whom he instantly falls in lust.
Charlie tries to force a local girl on Frank, and although Frank knows he should keep up appearances, it’s Tanner who sets a fire in him.
To Frank’s astonishment, Tanner is attracted to him too, and their mutual passion kindles, then burns strong. Only, their feelings must remain a secret—discovery would mean the ruin of them both.
But how long can love that blazes this bright be hidden?
Call It Love
Charlie didn’t believe in love…until he set himself free.
It’s 1922 and after his house guest Frank Harris ran away with the under-butler, Charlie Fitzwilliam has been summoned to face the music. With the vindictive butler Bennett now watching his every move and his father planning out his life for him, Charlie finally faces up to who he is and makes a bid for freedom.
Alone for the first time in his life, he meets Michael Leonard, a kind, caring bookseller. Convinced that sex with men is only for fun, Charlie experiences a summer of self-discovery that takes him to the English seaside, the doorstep of old friends and the arms of a lover who shakes his whole belief system.
But disowned by his parents and cut off from the life he knew, can Charlie make a future for himself…and will Michael be a part of it? Is this affair something that can be called love?
Spotlight on Love
If love conquers all, George Lomax has its biggest challenge yet…
It’s 1923 and George Lomax is on the run. Not from the law but from his boss, the predatory stage company manager Waldo Waddington. George came to London from the States in a Harlem-style musical, but Waldo demands more than just a good performance on the stage from the males in his cast.
Fleeing, George arrives at Safe Haven Boarding House in Brighton and immerses himself in the loving, accepting world of Tanner, Charlie, Frank and Michael. A stroll in the local park brings him to Stanley Butterworth, a war veteran who’s experienced his own horrors, and it’s love at first sight for the two very different men.
But Waldo is hot on George’s heels, using George’s employment contract and visa to drag him back into his clutches. Can George find a way to not only be free but be free to love Stanley…if Stanley can overcome his own demons to love him back?
General Release Date: 21st November 2023
Cambridge, 1922
“Come on, Harris. Don’t be a chump. You can read your precious architecture books at my place. I don’t know why you’re bothering, anyway—we’ve done the blasted exams.”
So spoke Charlie Fitzwilliam the third…or maybe the fourth, standing there in all his glory. As usual, the rest of his gang flanked him and glared at me. It didn’t do to say no to Charlie. I had been in awe of him for four years at Cambridge.
The polar opposite to me, he could make a boy feel awkward just by entering a room. Blond, muscular and his parents owned most of one of the bigger counties just outside London. I, on the other hand, had dark hair, could have been described as a little on the skinny side and certainly didn’t come from the right side of the tracks.
“Go on, Harris,” said one of his henchmen. They followed him everywhere, doing his dirty work and hoping against hope some of that Fitzwilliam magic would rub off on them. “Charlie will be bored if you don’t.”
“Why don’t you go and entertain him then?” I said gruffly.
It had been made clear when we started at university that I would be the lackey of the group and it didn’t do to let me forget it. Charlie’s lot were Harrow boys for whom Cambridge had been a natural next step. My place had been paid for by my parents saving hard and me getting the best marks possible at school.
My parents had several shops in Leicester, the middle of England, where I’d grown up and nothing ever happened. When I’d come to Cambridge, I’d been an awkward eighteen-year-old who had no idea how to use the right cutlery or which wine went with fish. Charlie had taken me under his wing, the others had been jealous and so my runt-of-the-litter position had become firmly cemented.
Charlie had more money than he would ever know what to do with. University was just a diversion, a chance to drink heavily, romance often and generally live a crazy life. The dire state of the economy didn’t come anywhere near him, happening only to other people.
An invitation to go to his house in the country could not be refused, and I found myself tempted by some time alone with him. Besides, I couldn’t apply in earnest to architectural partnerships until I knew my marks for my degree. We had sat our final exam last week and could only wait until August, when we would graduate.
I had planned to go home and help in the shops, but I would only be taking hours from our workers who needed them more than me.
“Just think of it. You can dig around my father’s books to your heart’s content.” Charlie clapped his arm around me, causing me to blush. He knew he had his fish on the line, and a grin creased the sides of my face.
“Fine. A week, no more.”
Charlie held up his hands. “A week is all I want from you. Mummy has demanded my presence in bloody Portugal after that. I’ll be dragged around endless vineyards in search of the perfect grapes for the perfect port. Oh, well done, old man. I hate being stuck in that house on my own. It’s just so boring.”
Having made the decision, I told my parents, and they were fine with it. They wanted me to get as much out of life as possible. Me having the chance to hobnob with a load of posh people would be a talking point for my mother for the rest of the year. God help her customers. They would soon be sick of hearing it.
With a heavy heart, I packed away my books, to send them home to my parents. I would never stand in this bedroom again. I had been lucky to get a set of rooms to myself—most of the other undergraduates shared. I would miss this tiny bit of independence. It might be cliché, but I had arrived a boy and was leaving a man. Charlie and his cronies were still like boys and probably always would be.
I had never gone in for the carousing life. Charlie had a reputation for smuggling girls from the local town into our halls. More than once he had persuaded me to let him use my room for a bit of privacy. As usual he had a henchman, or two, standing guard, and I would find a corner and retreat into my books. It amazed me why Charlie and his gang bothered with me at all. I must have been so boring to them, but Charlie had somehow bonded with me. On his own, when he wasn’t being an insufferable show-off, he could be quite good fun. We were both studying architectural history together. Charlie didn’t know his Christopher Wren from his Antoni Gaudi, and we’d spent many a late night sorting out his essays. In reality, I would write them for him, but I used to live for those nights. Charlie generally sat on the window ledge smoking and chatting while I scribbled away. The public image of Charlie could be hard to get past, but when he did let a person in, a decent chap lay beneath.
* * * *
The next morning, I woke to Charlie banging on the door.
“Come on, Harris, the bus will be going soon.”
I crawled out of bed. The room looked sparse. My trunks had gone the night before, and I had just a suitcase for my time at Charlie’s. I couldn’t help but feel excited that the next bed I would be sleeping in would be in a stately home.
After breakfast, I found Charlie outside the college building waiting in the bus that would take us to the station.
“Hurry up, slowcoach. We don’t want to miss that train,” he said, flashing me that winning smile.
Typical Charlie—he took the back seat and sprawled out. I found a seat near him. He didn’t even give the old building a second glance when we set off towards town. I did, though, and wondered if I would ever feel as secure as I had in those walls. All those nights we had sat by the fire, laughing, the lads going on about some girl or other, I’d just enjoyed being part of the group, sneaking glances over at Charlie, my mind always wandering and thinking I would give anything to be the latest girl sharing his kisses. I hadn’t belonged to a gang at school. I’d always preferred my books. Being adopted into this one had been totally unexpected.
Tatlock, one of the lads in our Renaissance buildings class, squeezed in next to me. “What are you doing this summer, Harris?”
“He’s coming to stay with me,” said Charlie, who had been doing a perfect impression of being in a deep sleep.
Tatlock looked impressed. “A stay on the Fitzwilliam estate, eh? You are honoured. I suppose you’ll be having feasts and riding with royalty?”
Charlie sat up. “Not quite. We’re off to the village dance. I can introduce Harris to all the local girls. A ride might not be out of the question.”
Tatlock and Charlie both collapsed into fits of laughter.
I felt panic. I would have to be his wingman…not a position I relished. I’d learnt from a very young age that girls just weren’t my thing. I would rather study how a building had gone up or who had filled it with the best furniture known to man. Oh, I’d always assumed I would find someone to marry, one day, if just to get the heat off me and those awful conversations I had with Aunt Maud when I went home…
“Are you not courting yet? Handsome lad like you should have a girl on his arm.”
I usually found the piece of leaden cake staring up at me from her best china fascinating and mumbled something about studying.
Charlie called me abnormal and on more than one occasion had told me to see a doctor because I didn’t have sexual urges. I had sexual urges all right—whenever we got changed after rugby, whenever we were in the shower block, and always just before sleep, when I went into the private world only I knew. But it was illegal and unnatural, so I kept it hidden inside. I knew I would grow out of it one day—I just had to hold on in there. Once I got my degree and a job, maybe I would relax and find a girl.
“Local girls, you say? You’ll have to introduce me to some.”
You could have framed the look of shock on his face.
“Hear that, Tatlock?” he exclaimed, leaning through the seat and ruffling my hair. “I think I quite like you out of school, Frankie, my boy.”
I laughed a little too hard when he started going on about a girl who lived above a sweet shop in the village. I savoured the usual feeling, those little shocks of electricity where he had touched me, and even though I shouldn’t, I hoped my week with him would mean some more.
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